"Relieving through the memories of 2014, I concluded how stupid I am. The times I took wrong decisions, some things which I should not have said, some debates I should not have indulged in, hurting some dear ones; all memories haunting me pulling me down into the muck of gloominess. Making me feel as an idiot.
Last 2 week I had been very busy, it requires a separate blog post for all those activities. Today late night, I would be leaving for I.I.T. and yes, i would be celebrating my new year in train. First, i felt sad about it, but now, I assume it will be a new experience altogether. In between my busy schedule, to the time I say good bye to my family, I thought of saying farewell to this eventful year.
First quarter of this year was duly spent on preparing and taking the dreadful JEE. Stressful it was , but indeed, a worth shot for a great life ahead. I still remember the day of JEE result, I was not happy. Not because it didn't fared up to expectations, but because I realized the WAR is over.
And then, later half of this year, it can't be expressed in words, literally. I.I.T. life, friends, late night masti, rendezvous, speranza, major exams, after major masti, birthday bash, all together a candid life. But, everyone knows the fact, law of averages always have the last laugh. With the endless fun one had to suffer the wrath of exams, boring lectures, assignments, failed relationship .......
"Life was never fair. Its like heartbeat. If they don't have ups and down, that means you are dead."
This year have been a roller coaster ride, with ups having maximum risk of falling and lows having maximum hope of climbing up. Just one should know when one would fall and when one should let go and RISE.
At the end I Apologize everyone whom I hurt directly or indirectly. I'm not apologizing because I'm wrong and you are right. It just because that I value our relationship more than my ego........
Farewell 2014............................
----A.K.
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